Dedicated to my Chhote :(

Had never been able to achieve what I have always loved the most . Everybody thinks, its okay he is a strong guy and he will be able to manage himself , but this guy has already suffered a lot . Why I am always alone ? in the end . As GITA says u will always reap the fruits that u have sown , your Karma will decide what u will have . Then had I been so insane in past, or sinner that I had been thwarted of my love thrice . This heart is already tired, it can't take the more  . Every time I try to stand up against all these odds , I fail my dear GOD , I fail .

No One Understands the Silence between my Words.........: (

No One Understands the Sadness behind my Smile......:(

No One Understands the Unsaid Feelings of mine........:(

They Think I am fine
But Only I know
daily I am dying.........: (

I Want to be happy again...

I want to live those moments again...

I am Sick of Wearing Fake Smile...

I am Waiting For You make me Smile Again.........!­ !!! :( 

A lovely farewell bundled with loads of Luck & best wishes to my dear friend Shruti .

Congratulationnssss!!! & Celebrationsss . Feels really great seeing ur best mate getting engaged, oops!! married . ;) The call was really unexpected when Shruti first informed about her wedding and after that how all other things & time got carried away, it was hardly noticeable . The best part of the wedding was the stay & the lodging and Really I will thank Shruti for all the arrangements making it a smooth transition .
The Mehndi was probably the best part of the marriage where I enjoyed the most and probably Ipseeta will too agree with me . The fervor of the occasion was the most difficult part to resist and it was obvious to sway with its flow . The unending Tequila shots with the thumping DJ beats contributed the major to the rising tempo & fervor of the occasion . And no offence, Shruti & Ipseeta were the best dressed for the occasion . If the marriage would have been held in a Church and if Shruti would have been the Bride, then Ipseeta would have the perfectly graced the occasion as the perfect Bride's Maid .
The blushing smile and the glow in the eyes of Sampath (Shruti's Husband) clearly indicates his level of  happiness & excitement in his heart and I think that should be . Because, probably he wouldn't have got anybody better than Shruti . Including Shruti & Surya 2 down from my list of Best Friends but hope we will remain the best buddies ever . I still remember the evenings we enjoyed hanging out over there at FC road in Pune at CCD, the Avengers at BIG Cinemas in Chinchawad and the Rabdi Jalebi at Jalebi Centre on the way to Bavdhan and the tease 'Bhauja'. Probably those were the best times we had ever spent and will sure keep it upright floating in the sweet waves of memories . Ur NAUTICA will my best gift ever from a dearest friend and will adore it for special occasions .
Probably ur best dressed occasion was on ur marriage . In all those heavy tolas of gold u resembled like a goddess . Had never been so happy to see my best friend in her best attire adoring the best part of her life .

Wish a well lit future ahead and happy marriage that lasts forever . Just as in the movies they say " And they lived happily forever". 

Gotcha Need to GO !! Its time to get it right . But Still !!!! Searching the Clue .

When life throws back at you sometimes it takes a greater part of your courage to get through it . Scathing through hard times has always posed a challenge . When all the tide turns against you, you go blank, not knowing where to start, how to meddle up the things to the situation .

I still remember the things as fresh when I met her for the 1st time at Roorkee . The excitement, the enthrallment in the heart and the warm hugs & kisses are there to remain forever . Back in the conscience everything still seems clear as if happened a couple of days back but here in the real everything has turned upside down . I have no idea how to take it over, how to make it . The dreamy nights have started haunting . I have no clue how can I get all this done .
As if these all had not been enough, there was more to come and this came in the form of Career, which always had been my 1st love . After giving up so much there is no way to be on a back-foot . Today, I still stand clueless but I have a hope I will get everything right in its place .

How can we be such Insensitive !!!! Can we be better than Beasts.

Can we?? This very question have been bugging my nights going almost sleepless . The recent Delhi gang rape case which almost the very nation has thrown this very question right in front of us . How can we be such savage beasts ?

Jyoti Singh Pandey (aka Damini, Nirbhaya, Amanat) the girl who lost the battle against death and succumbed to her injuries has a heart wrenching story to tell . This very incident has brought to light our very approach, thinking and our middle-class ultra conservative mindset . And adding woes to our sorrow are the deliberate non-sense comments from our so-called esteemed leaders . We the Indians still thinks our women a commodity, a toy for Sex & Pleasure . What grieved me the most, is even after such an outrageous incident it has hardly affected many of us. We are still in our materialistic world of pleasure . And what was more shocking, that few of my female friends are quite unaware of such incidents as if it had been a daily debate of discussion and they are just the mute spectators . They are  even unaware of any helpline that do exists, tailor made by the Govt. for their safety . There were even few of my male friends who came forward to say that what was the need to go out in night for a movie . WTF?? Are you trying to say that girls are born to be enslaved by others . Don't they have the right to speak or act for themselves . If a girl runs away with a boy, its the girl who burns the heat of victim . If a girl is raped it's she who is ostracized from society while the boy moves with pride and valor . If a girl denies to someone's proposal, they threw acid on them .Is  this for what our fore fathers fought for freedom .This nation has to change . There is lot to quote as examples . Haryana's Khap Panchayat is no better than the murderers who kill somebody only in the name of family reputation and dignity . Even there are so called well-educated men who even in this date don't hesitate to ask for a dowry and what's more interesting is their argument they put in place to prove their point .Shame !!! Today I really feel hurt and irritate how we Indians have  become . In the name of religion, name, sex, caste we have killed our conscience, we have awaken the demons that had been dormant for years . Sometime I curse the God whom I have been following blindly till date from my childhood that "At least how can he be so indifferent to that poor girl " RIP .

Life is like an Ocean, sail with the wind , U will never be at loss

Love, Money and Friends are just like a fancy cocktail in a glass . A right proportion of the trio makes your life a smooth sail . When any of the three gets a pound heavier, it subsidize the the other two . Nonetheless each of the 3 has their own importance and stand in a person's life .

How all the things did upturn, its still seems a dream to me . Though quick however it was a smooth transition from Pune to Bengaluru . I had always dreamt to be here along with my best of buddies and finally it did come true . The remembrance though weak but still has its print tracing back to the days when I would joke to Nita or Shruti someday I will really leave WIPRO and join ORACLE . Though craziest and wild I was not sure will  I ever be able to make or not and finally, I am here . A hearty thanks to all my well wishers and family who have made it happen to this date .

And last, big thanks to my best Buddy Surya, Shakti and others for their affection and help towards my comfortable stay till date . THANKS YAAR ;) .

Don't think of World to be fair to you since you had been fair, it's similar treading into a Lion's Den & expecting the Lion not to prey U

A few days back saw the above post in Facebook marked as a status update by a close friend . It may not be a most coveted or popular one but indeed a fairer one .The naked truth of the humanity , why say humanity but of the whole living kingdom . It's the basic principle for the ultimate survival . And what made me to incline to this are few of the recent events that really rocked me .
I made friend with trust but they broke with distrust . Till few days back everything was smooth & well going . But how the sequence of recent events upset the whole thing was really surprising . I had never thought of what did happen and everything so concurrent that if u match the events you will have your answer . Had I been wise  and listened to my friends probably I would have saved myself from the disaster but destiny had something else  to write . However the 1 thing they taught, trust them whom you know and had been your support in bad times. Go by your heart but also have your brain to guide u though the tumultuous times . 

" A D I E U "

No Hard feelings , NO long talks. Unexpected was this sudden change of yours. Never had thought of your such sudden exit. For a second, heart reprimanded but there is nothing we can do just can wish for your well being. Don't know what will be the after cause, after you have left . Well , to be in one of the prestigious institute like IIT is what every Engineer dreams of, may be for a graduation or a master degree. So , first of all a Hearty Cogratulations for your success (Now proudly we can boast of atleast me that Sahoos' are not the one to be messed of ). Might be for a short period , it had been one the most memorable experience to be part of this CNC team , sharing the same ladder with you to climb up. And completely sure that none (i.e. Rajeev, Savata, Sandeep or Sunil or other senior Team members) will ever deny of this. Feels like a decade , a chapter has come to an end. The smileys' will miss u the most , probably doesn't know when will be up again for somebody or not. Giggling of Raju will have its last laugh. Prags !!!!!! will never be called up again nor will be teased again. No Idea if anyone  will stay late to send the Last Handover because the traffic will be heavy and Ajay needs to start to avoid rush and late . These happy moments will never live up again and probably if ever comes up will never be lively as before.

Words will never suffice the pain of your exit and probably none will ever be able to take your seat. 'Pragyan' will never echo in the Baxter ODC. Seems a story is nearing the end and waiting for the fresh episode to start. My Transfer to Pune had also not been so painful than your exit. It was so sudden and unexpected, felt like a bolt from the blue and sure that same would have been the case with everybody. Par woh kehte hain na " Jo hota hai bhale ke liye hi hota hai",,,,,sahi kehte hain. U too had been long worried regarding ur career and finally u did find your way to the goal . Aau ebey chakiri chhadiba k nahi eetey aau bhabibaku padibani. "The Importance of a thing is not felt , unless u feel the pain of losing it" (Raju might have got his answer).
Probably by now u must have started feeling bore (must be laughing at such stupid jumbled up words making no sense) , so just a few more lines before I conclude.

Teasing , quarreling will never end and if any day , or any how if u have ever felt that I have hurt you, forgive me . Never had any Intentions such but as to say "to err is Human" so mistakes do happen with everybody, if any had happen such, forgive . We will miss you the Most !!!!!!  Be in touch . Have a great future ahead *******God Bless you.